I have really problem smiling this few days.
I don't even feel like smiling when ronald cracked a funny joke.
Tried hard to smile even.
When munn disturbed me, I even had to faked a smile.
When valerie scolded me, I even had to act asif im laughing.
Why do I smile or laugh then? You may ask.
Personally I just feel that just a simple act of smiling can really make someone feel happy. Not smiling won't have much effect though.
I didnt used to be like that.
I really need help.
What happened actually that made me like this? I seriously didnt know.
During cg and service, not that im not being sporting, but seriously I cant really feel happy.
Haiz. What the F is wrong with me??